What 400 Weddings Taught Me About Life
It's the same mistake most people make with their lives
I’ve photographed over 400 weddings. And the one thing I know for sure: planning a wedding and planning your life are the same problem.
Most people get lost in the details of both.
Flower arrangements. Seating charts. What kind of cut the dress should be. Will we get featured in a magazine? Will the centrepieces match the napkins? Will the napkins match the bridesmaids? Will the bridesmaids match each other? I’ve seen this conversation last two hours. Two hours.
It never ends. And the further into the details you go, the further you get from the only question that actually matters.
What is this day supposed to be about?
Is it bringing together friends and family from opposite sides of the world who have never been in the same room? Is it throwing a party so good people talk about it for years? Is it making a childhood dream come true?
These are all different weddings. They require completely different plans. But most couples never sit with that question long enough to answer it clearly. They start planning before they start thinking. And then they wonder why nothing feels right.
Sound familiar? Yeah.
Stress is when you want two opposing things at once.
I watched this play out hundreds of times. A couple wants a low-key, casual wedding. Then the bride starts micromanaging the placement of every candle on every table. A couple wants intimate sunset portraits, golden hour, just the two of them, the kind of photos you frame. But they also want to personally greet all 150 guests during cocktail hour. You can’t do both. The sun doesn’t wait for your thank-you rounds.
Same thing happens in life. Exactly the same.
You want to build a business but you also want every Friday night out with your friends. You want financial freedom but you also want the security of a paycheck. These aren’t problems. They’re conflicts. And conflicts don’t get resolved by working harder. They get resolved by choosing.
With anything in life you can have more. You just need to increase your sacrifice. Or reduce your desire. Those are the only two levers. There isn’t a third one. I know because I spent a decade looking for it.
I’ve seen things at weddings. Things.
I once hung a bride’s dress by the hotel window to photograph it. Standard shot. Every wedding photographer does it. While I was adjusting the train, the bride’s sister walked up and said, casually, almost like she was commenting on the weather: “I honestly don’t know why she’s marrying him.”
I said, “well if you don’t know why, I wouldn’t know why either.” And I went back to photographing the dress.
But for the rest of that day, every time I raised my camera, a small part of me was somewhere else. Taking candids of the first dance, I wondered what the backstory was. Shooting the toasts, I wondered how things had led to this moment. Photographing the couple walking through a shower of sparklers, I wondered whether these photos would be cherished for decades or end up in a trash bin. Deleted. Forgotten.
That’s a strange thing to carry while your job is to make everything look beautiful.
I’ve had a groom and his best man get into an actual fistfight the night before the ceremony. The best man missed the ceremony entirely. Missed the portraits. Showed up at the reception with a black eye. Nobody talked about it. Everyone just pretended it was normal.
I’ve watched a bride and her sister, the maid of honor, get into a full shouting match during the portrait session. In front of me. In front of the makeup team. I just kept shooting. What else was I supposed to do. Because nobody said what they actually needed until it was too late.
I get it though. It’s most of these people’s first time planning something this big. First time getting married. You’re filled with advice from friends, Pinterest boards, family, all telling you what you need and what you don’t. You’re pulled in every direction. In-laws want this. Parents want that. The budget can only handle so much. And you’re supposed to make the biggest commitment of your life while managing all of it. On the same day.
But here’s the thing. Life is the same way. Just longer.
But some couples get it right.
I’ve seen it enough times to know what it looks like. No formula. No pattern.
It’s not about budget. Some of the best weddings I’ve shot were in backyards. Some were in ballrooms. The venue didn’t matter. The flowers didn’t matter. The napkins — I promise you — never mattered.
What mattered was something you could feel the moment you walked into the room.
Both people were grounded. Not emotionless. Not robotic. Grounded. They were in the air from the joy of the day but both feet were planted in the ground together. When they said their vows, you believed them. Not because the words were poetic. Because there was a balance of emotion and honesty behind them. Enough self-awareness to counterbalance the high of the moment. Most people say their vows from pure emotion. These couples meant theirs.
It showed in how they treated everything else too. They weren’t swept up in it. They enjoyed the day without being consumed by it. They made decisions without agonizing. They handled problems without spiraling.
But the ones where you walked away thinking — love is real, their love is real, their commitment is real — those couples all had the same thing.
Clarity.
Not certainty. Clarity. They knew what the day was about. They knew what mattered. And they let everything else be imperfect without it ruining anything.
I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. Not about weddings. About thinking.
For most of my career I didn’t have a tool for thinking clearly. I had real examples. 400 of them. I watched couples implode and I watched couples glow. I saw what happened when people knew what they wanted. And when they didn’t. I learned by watching other people’s decisions play out from behind a lens.
But not everyone gets 400 front-row seats to how decisions shape outcomes.
As I get older I keep arriving at the same place. Better thinking leads to clarity. Clarity leads to confidence. Confidence leads to the outcome you actually wanted. The couples who got it right didn’t get it right because they were luckier or more in love. They got it right because they thought clearly about what mattered before they started planning. The thinking came first. Everything else followed.
That’s why I’m building Clarity.
Not an app that tells you what to do. A thinking partner. Built on first principles, Socratic reasoning, and the best mental models from the sharpest minds in history. Marcus Aurelius for staying grounded. Charlie Munger for making decisions. Naval Ravikant for figuring out what you actually want.
One tool. Built to help you think clearly enough to trust yourself.
Because the couples who got it right and the people who get it right in life have the same thing in common. It’s not luck. It’s not a formula. It’s not even confidence, at least not at first.
It starts with clarity. The confidence follows.
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